Foreword, Catherine Wessinger
1 Purpose of This Autobiography
2 Bonnie Clark
3 The Haldeman Family
4 Vernon Howell Becomes a Branch Davidian
5 Bonnie Haldeman Becomes a Branch Davidian
6 David Koresh's Shootout with George Roden at Mount Carmel
7 Resettling at Mount Carmel
8 Bonnie and Roy Leave Mount Carmel
9 Visits Back and Forth with Folks at Mount Carmel
10 The ATF Raid, February 28, 1993
11 The Siege
12 The Fire, April 19, 1993
13 1994 Criminal Trial
14 2000 Civil Trial
15 Life after the Fire
16 Going Back to Mount Carmel
17 Remembering the People and Lifestyle at Mount Carmel
18 Remembering the Children
19 Remembering David
Appendix: Poems by David Koresh
Works Cited
Notes